Mind Trapped

Life is going faster than ever, never expected stuff like this to ever happen. I was in Omaha for the past few days and it was a great break from regular life. Ate out at some great restaurants, went to a bar and got drunk, went shopping, and called in sick to work. Things have really begun heating up between Jeff and me and I have mind trapped myself in the whole situation. I tell myself one thing and I want to hold myself to those ideals, but I do something else and now I can't decide what I really need to be doing at all... It is just hitting me that I will be leaving for Montgomery in two days and I still haven't prepared anything. I guess I will just throw some clothes in a bag then drive off into the sunset.