Thoughts of death and dying

Bad news strikes again. On Friday my grandma had a heart attack and was sent to Good Sam hospital. Her old and frail body couldn't take any more and she died later on that night. Her death is very sad...


There are two vivd memories attached with this blog. One, I will never forget being in the ICU talking with my grandma. She had a pre-death rally. The conversation we had was just like any- she wanted to know about my school and my job. The second thing I clearly remember is going over to Josh's house and crying. That was the first time I cried in front of him and sought him out for support.

New Stuff


I think I have forgotten to mention that I am getting a new job starting Monday. I have taken a new job in Sterile Processing - Basically cleaning surgical tools. This is all very exciting to me. I ki...



This job really was fun and exciting at first. The thing that killed it was the stress once you knew most everything. Your level of responsibility escalates without equal pay compensation.There is very little satisfaction working in a biohazardous environment. Most nights I'd leave with no sense of job completion since there was always so much work load carry over from shift to shift. Two and a half years later I quit that for Runza Restaurants.