Ebay - Gift from the Gods?

Lately I have been getting huge deals off of ebay. Buying expensive cologne at half off. Today I got Egyptian cotton sheets. I am getting addicted to ebay. Saving money makes me feel good so I keep sh...



I think this shopping spree was while I was briefly living with Andy or right before I moved in with him. Those sheets are amazing however they are lost at the moment. I'm about out of those other colognes too so I better get back on ebay! I bought the acqua di gio because it smells delicious and I bought the unforgivable because it reminded me of Luke.

Shockwave of memory


I was going about my business at work today and it hits me - today is Luke's birthday.I guess I don't know exactly what to feel about it. It's sad because I cared about him so very much... loved him.B...



This day still has special importance to me. It's no longer shocking, but a day for remembrance.

Dream Blog

Ok, so last night I had a really really messed up dream. I don't remember very much of it, but I am going to put it down anyway.So the dream took place in a house or building. There were many people i...



Agency 89

Yesterday I thought I was going to do something really cool - go to an open casting call to model for Omaha Night Life. Like I mentioned earlier, it was a total joke.There were only 5 people from the ...



The thing that I will never forget about this whole modeling experience was the agency director - An overweight bimbo barbie. Her 'motto' at the agency was it took her 89 attempts to be found so 89 was the big break. This event was for a photo shoot however the agency made us walk the runway for the photogs. I can't walk so I was having a freak out backstage. I asked the girls around me in line for advice, but they really just thought I was funny. Their advice was to be natural.... The only thing was all the other girls before would stomp and clomp their heels down the runway then pop a hip at the end. Is that natural? Um maybe in model land. I promptly left after this fiasco. No more modeling for me!

Mini Blog

So I am in Omaha this morning, I stayed over night from the open call modeling thing for Omaha Night Life. Let me say one thing, the whole experience was a total joke. There was no way in hell that I ...



Agency 89

No More Beard

Ok so I decided to shave my beard today. Now I'm thinking what the fuck. Now I look like some 16 year old again. My cheeks are razor burny and not happy. The beard is growing back ASAP.



An actual full blog post YAY! Since this post I have yet to grow back a full beard :P

Strange Morning

So already this morning two weird things happened. I just decided to blog them and then stay awake.First off I had some really fucked up dreams. The first one I remember was while I was still sleeping...



I wish I knew what this is about!

Saving My Tears From Grandma's House


I'm not exactly sure what that title means. It just came to me in a dream last night. I think I'm supposed to write a poem or something...



I still don't know what that means, nor did I write a poem...