Stupid Monitor!

My monitor was freaking out this afternoon. It was like a dead pixel was moving around the screen. At first I thought it was a little black bug or something. Anyhow I tried to flick it with my finger ...



Turns out it may ACTUALLY have been a little bug in my screen and warranty would have covered it! I used that screen up until my Dell died. It was really annoying- you just learned how to look past the splat bug.

Sorry Friends!

Lately I have been very neglectful to everyone out there. I just love being with my boyfriend so much that I just have ignored everything else. Everything is so wonderful and perfect. I cannot believe...



New relationships... the best

The Results Are In!

So I was kind of nervous to hear what my parents would say about their trip to talk with the priest about gays. I knew things were probably in my favor, but never this good.The priest is completely pr...



The priest says love is love, but don't have butt sex :P

Dream Blog

Part of a dream just came to me so I am going to record as much as I can remember.Okey, so the dream took place at Harmon Park swimming pool. I remember the water slide was really in bad condition but...



Wierd Dream


So I am going to write this down before I forget.I remember being at my parents house, but it really wasn't my parents house. I wanted to go visit Josh and it seemed that everyone at his house was li...



Again, no idea

My Favor


It seems strange, but really everything is most likely going to be fine with my parents. I was really worried when I learned of them bringing the church into things, but it seems that our church is ve...



Our church, the Grand Island diocese, is very liberal!

The Gay Talk

Today I had to give my mom the gay talk again. She gave me her usual, "it's against the bible" bullshit. So I had to talk to her, trying to get her to realize that I'm fine. She didn't get any better ...



Now a days things are much better with my parents accepting my sexuality, whew!

All In A Night

So I went out to dinner with Josh tonight. Service was just ok, which was fine by me so we had more time to talk and get to know each other. I really felt like I had to let Josh know about what happen...



I'm guessing this is the night I told Josh about Luke and his death about 6 months earlier.

Good Things

I am so incredibly happy. I had such a wonderful night. I'm keeping this new guy for sure. A million thanks to you Kylie for finding him. Ahhh



This appears to be about Josh :) Maybe this was our first real date to see 300 for free. Thanks bright eyes!

General Thoughts


It seems that the past week has been pretty blah. I know that isn't true at all... I have just forgotten to take a moment to look at everything around me and make something special and amazing. Mindfu...



Take a moment to find something special or do something special for yourself.

Great Day!


Today I had a great day! I spent the afternoon with my lovely photographer Tracy Province and had a small shoot. These new pics are really amazing. I have two favorites that are just stunning. I canno...



Aside from the shoot I remember driving home in a TERRIBLE snow storm. There was one pic where I was standing on a car arms outstretched and snow beginning to blow around me.

A Day...

So much can happen in a day. Whether you want it to or not.One of my favorite co-workers died today. I had this bad feeling about the impromptu department meeting.The moment her nam...



This was about the death of a co-worker named Shaunna (sp?). I remember bawling my eyes out on the clean pots and pans then being sent back out to the cafeteria to work. I cried in the corner over my lunch break instead of eating. I hated the kitchen management for being so insensitive.